True Love

How it felt, when I fall in Love

Posted by terashiq on January - 30 - 2013 1,359 views

I have made an attempt to write a long introductory dialogue, where I describe a guy who is in Love, how did he falls in Love, whom did he falls in Love with, why he falls in Love? and many more answers. Just read it, hate it or love it, but you can’t ignore it. Here we go……

Ek adhuri si kahani jiska koi aant nahi, bas jindgi ki ungli thame waqt ki raftar se chale jarahi hai. Kya mazil hai ukski, maksad se bekhabar bhatakti dhup chaon se guzarti par ek bal ko bhi nahi teharti, nirantar chalti rehti. Waqt ki is rehguzar main jaise koi dastan banti ja rahi ho. Safar main tujhse milna, tujhko chuke ek ehsas ka karwat lena , mano jindgi ko koi mayane mil gaye ho. Jindgi ko jindgi main koi jiney ka matlabd mil gaye ho. Dekhte hi dekhte jaise sab badal gaya ho, duniyan main jaise naye rang bharney lage ho, ye sehar ko kal tak sirf imaaraton aur bhid bhara mahanagar tha, is sehar main mujhey bhi mera ek ghar dikhney laga tha, arey ye kya ye toh meri aankhon main jaise ko khaab ssa sajne laga tha. Anjnabiyon k is mele main koi apna sa lagney laga tha, lagta tha jaise barson se jaan pehchan ho, par ek dujey se anjaan ho.

Khud se main sawal karne laga tha, aainey main khud se punchta tha ki ye naya insane tujhmain kaun hai. Wo haara hua sa, daraa sehmaa khud ko kamzor samjhney wala saqksh aaj khud se aankh mila kar khule nayano se ek swapn dekh raha tha, chahatain jaise angdaiyan lene lagi thi, thahere hue se wo khaab mano ghutno k bal chal chal kar aaj pehli baar pairon pe khade ho kar chalne ko tayar ho gaye they. Ek lamba safar aagey intzar kar raha ho kuch esa lag raha tha, haan meri aankhon main koi sapna pal raha tha.

Zindgi ki muskan may aaj kismet bhi saath dene ka waada kar rahi thi, khushiyon ki chadar jaise aaj pairon se lekar sar tak aagayi thi. Ummidain bhi jaise dulhan ki tarah saj kar solah shringar kar mujhko lubhaney lagi thi, ek adbhut jeevan ka samaagam sa ban raha tha. Uski kastoori khusboo jinse phoolon ko bhi irshyaa ho jati, jo baagon ko bhi laja dete, wo khusbhoo meri saanson main mehsus karta, ussey dur hone pe bhi uske karib hone k ehsaas hota, esa lagta wo yahi hai, mere paas kahi, mujhey chupke se dekh rahi ho, uska sinduri rang main meri jindgi main ek put bhar raha tha. Uski aankohn ki chamak jinki gehraiyon ko naapte hue main bas unmain dubey jaraha tha. Dil jaise gane seekh gaya tha, khayalon ki neend main suye hue geet jagne lage they, sur ki payal main saji noopur surmayi ho kar bansuri k sang sangeet dhwani karne lage thi. Wo sare swaad jo phike lagte they, aaj achanak se unmain madhurta na jane kaha se aagayi thi. Mere dinchrya jo udasi ki maile poshak main bhatakti rehti thi, usney aaj muskan k liwaas main dekh khudko yakin dilana mushkil ho raha tha. Jis ambar main sirf gardishon k badalon k beech andherey main hum gum rehte they kabhi, aaj usi andhiyari si raat main ek khubsurat sa chand dikhayi dene laga tha, us chand ki sundarta dekh kar asaman k wo asankhy tare jo sirf hum par vyang main haste they aaj wo bhi muskura rahey they, uski ujwal sundarta ko nihare ja rahey they, mangal kaamna kar rahey they, unko kisi ki buri nazar na lage, uske leye unko kala tika laga diya tha.

Uska ek didar itna dilkash hota tha ki bas sanse rukjati thi, ankhey uske chehre se nazre hi nahi hat ti thi, wo toh esay dariya ka pani tha, jise pite jate toh pyas aur badhti jati, kabhi na wo pyas bujhti na us dariya ka pani hi khatm hota, hota to shayad ye jivan hi khatm hota, gar sara jivan bhi uski nigahon main dub jaye to kya gum, uski nighahon ki gehraiyoon, uski palkon ki chaav k tale, uski julfoon ki ghataon main, bas uske liye dua karte us rab se. Usko dekh k dil yon betab ho uthta, un betabiyon ko ab kaise bayan kare, hal-e-dil pe jo guzarti thi us haalat-e-tammana ka kya izhar karoon. Wo pehli mohabat ka khumar, savan ki pehli ghata main wo pehli barish, us barish main bhigta mera pyar. Shayad wo barsat ka hi tha mausam jab unse pehli baar sau mulakaton k baad hui thi unse wo baat.

Ishq walon ki jmaat main shamil hue they, unki mohobat main diwane hue they. Kalam aur siyahi se rishta bana tha, apne jazbaton ko kore kaagaj pe ukerney lage they, likhte they uska naam jami par, ret par, darkhto par, khwahish karte ki ek din us aasman tak jana hai. Chand taraon ko todk kar lane k leye nahi, balki wahan bhi uska naam likhney ki hasraton ko hakikat main tabdil karne k leye. Ye jahan jo mera toh nahi tha, par is jahan ko iske naam karne k waste, uski ek hasrat k leye tai karunga kathin se kathin raste. Bas isi trah khabon ki badi si dukan main kabhi ek khaab sajata toh kabhi dusre main man ulajh jata, kab subha hoti, kab din dhalta, waqt kaise jharney k pani sa behjata, jindgi ki raftar tej ho gayi thi. Ab toh meri bhi khushiyon se jaise dosti ho gayi thi. Main jan chuka tha ki mujhye pyar ho gaya hai, ye banda ab ishq main bimar ho gaya tha.

 

 

Thanks & Regards,

Deepak (迪帕克)

         Hum jal kar bhi roshni bikhertey rahe, isliye log hume befikr hokar humesha jalate rahe,

         Mere jalne ki kisi ko parwah na hui, mehfil main meri roshni se sab mushkurate rahe.



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